A new breath of air

It is been long since I wrote another blog. And my previous two blogs have been totally purged. A lot have happen since then, life is getting more challenging but non the less I am enjoying it with cautious of course. Cause I don't want to repeat nor make new mistake. Things are often clear when you calm and collective and not moved by the influence of 'hasty to get done with something'. There are a bunch of parasites that only keep things for themselves and only for themselves. They don't even want to share it with nor inform other people even we were on the same ship. Well I don't even bother to please them. Cause this thing have been ages ago and some of my friends have even voice it to me. So what do it do? I won't do anything. Not worth my energy cause it will not change them. HAHAHA.... Now I don't even bother to tell it out, just only a touch of spice is enough.

This semester have been an air breather for me. Things kinda change at a variable pace. Some of it is fast, some slow and so so. Saying like this make me think that being a person means that I have to be very adaptive to change. Letting go of the past doesn't mean letting go everything. There is pros and cons in everything. Seeing from the the view of like that it is better to be a neutral character than any of the sides. Just like the Le Cahtelier’s principle in the chemistry. Or the Charles Darwin theory of evolution.

Seems that with out problem that is not life at all cause life as it is - is problem solving and not that alone. We must know what we want in life and that will make life meaningful. Thinking of it again I think I am kinda greedy cause I really want a lot in my life. I just need to work hard and smart for it. I cannot be lazy as for the past 8 weeks is a F***ing lazy life for me and I don't like it. It is true sometimes I like to be lazy, lazy only when things are done. So What Am I waiting for..... ??!... get to work